Friday, February 17, 2012

Seventh Discussion and the Second & Greatest Disappointment....

I was informed by my surgeons that they've arranged another discussion with Dr Sreejith on this Friday and now it will be at his clinic…… with a lot of expectation and hop I started my journey but there the most unfortunate thing happened…. The whole scenario was funny at the same time pathetic.....He treated us; I mean me, my mom and my doctors very badly… He stared at everybody including my doctors for approaching him for suggestions with this kinda hopeless cases. Dr. Rodney turned like Nimosa Pudica(Touch Me Not) and happily adjusted himself into a corner of that room... Dr. Oommen bravely move forward to ask his opinion,,, Dr. Sreejith shouted at him and teased him..... Dr. Oommen shrank like a worm as if he was frightened of him and then the pin drop silence...... My eyes searched for Dr. Jeomy to get his expressions, he was trying hard to explain the current problems and the available solutions on Dr. Oommen's ear.... Hearing that Dr. Oommen again come forward like Popoe just finished spinach but Dr. Sreejith alone was enough to screw them all... Again he became like a frozen ice cube and stood near Dr. Jeomy for courage.... I tried hard to control myself from laughing..... My sweet doctors suffering his insult for me, for my case..... I felt sorry.....

Dr. Sreejith is a government doctor and hence he thinks himself as something greater than any other…… He is having a huge hatred towards other doctors apart from those who are working in government sector. He is not having respect with his own colleagues then how’ll he treat me??? A poor visually handicapped patient!!!!! What kind of a doctor he is ??? I  thought, living in this much luxury with a well and ac furnished clinic and happily doing private practice. In Kerala private practice of government doctors is strictly banned and being a govt sector doctor his private practice is illegal... Doing an illegal thing at same time throwing tantrums!!!! Great i smirked...... Hmmm God have given all happiness and luxuries to him and God could simply take all these happiness away from him within 1 second... God wont do anything directly, He simply does those this through us, i mean me kinda normal people..

He teased my doctors for considering my case and approaching him with such an unpromising patient…… He delivered an ugly look to Dr. Rodney (at that time i didn't get the meaning of that look, later i found its just cuz both are orthodontists) and concluded everything with a message that “Don’t touch the upper jaw, and if u want, correct the lower one”… My surgeons have taken that as final and decided to move on with that decision…… Just for correcting my lower jaw why I have waited this far???? Almost 3 years???? Questions started raining through my mind like monsoon…..  But at that time, at his clinic I felt worthless even to question anything…..  Till I reach home, I was trying to co-op with the current scenario…. After being ignored by my doctors this much I’ve no power left in me to fight against this choice…..On the same time, I knew my case is complicated and risky so I tried my best to accept it…… But the more I tried console my mind the more it started protesting…… My friends and family showed their support and with that spirit I ringed Dr Jeomy today and showed my disappointment towards the current treatment plan and I’m not gonna do this anyways if they are moving on with this option…..

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