Happily depressed........

My left lower molar tooth is hurting whenever I chew or it complaints like hitting with a pin. I don’t go through the day without pain or a headache. I’ve gone back to taking imol like it’s a job….. I’m right back where I started. Tried to contact my doctors but no one answer to my call…. They would call me back when they get  free I thought, I expected and hoped but

No call.

Now, I understand they’re busy BUT I sent a text message explaining that I am in so much pain. I am taking my Imol , Painkiller but the pain does not go away. Its also accompanied by a background headache that lingers on ALL DAY. Im still waiting for a reply and since I sent it tuesday I figure, Ill give it until tomorrow.

I just dont know what to do. I am so tired of this whole procedure and my biggest fear at this point is giving up and “living with the pain.” This molar tooth was so much complicated one and we kept that inside just to pull down these braces’ clip. Is that got infected now???  I dont know but I just need answers.

At last My cell started ringing, my dear doctor’s call, I was about to receive that but that ring only twice then I called him back, he rejected my call….. I waited waited and finally agreed to the truth, they are not gonna call me back……

I wish they would read my blog as maybe that would make them realize how much distress Im in. I think someone should call their office every day asking for an update…I figure they would probably get so frustrated they’d call me up to Kesavadasapuram the next day just to make us shut up.

My dream.

I’ve had to make an emergency doctor’s appointment with a “stranger” in my area who will do something to my tooth, not sure what. I fear anyone unknown touching my jaw. As someone put it I had “my jaw taken out of my skull, sawed, and fastened back in.”

Finally went to the “stranger” doctor yesterday and poor man, I was NOT happy to be there. I don’t like any random doctor touching my face but I was willing to give him a chance because im desperate. I’m still in pain and frankly Im mentally and physically exhausted from this whole ordeal.

So anyways, he comes into the examination room and it’s tense. You can feel it in the air, big time.  He looks at my mouth and says “I can fix the tooth, but it won’t help the pain.”

I automatically start send out comments and questions on why he wasn’t made aware that my problem was pain? Did the doctors even TELL him what was going on? I dont care about my clipped tooth at this point, Turns out, he didn’t know about the pain. He thinks its because that tooth got infection n we need to extract it but to keep braces inside anyhow we need to protect it. And I left empty handed. I had nothing done, no fixing the tooth, nothing but he suggested one antibiotics. Good part was that he didnt charge me anything. I think it’s because he was my cousin’s friend.

I never cried after my surgery but yesterday the tears came down   I was just so over tired from everything. Not hearing back from anyone, feeling completely shut out of the world by my doctors who I loved so much. but to my great comfort, the pain started winding up slowly with the antibiotics and i slowly came back to normal life, but still no response from my doctors!!!!!